Hi Heather,
Thanks for writing in and I'm sorry for not writing in sooner. Obviously I'm assuming you are now off your medication, how are you doing now?.
I know people have been encouraging and wanted to know how I am getting on, so here goes:
Since I last wrote in I have had 2-3 psychiatrist appointments and everything has gone brilliantly. As I have been stable since my PP and made significant personal psychological changes to my life (taking control basically) we agreed that I could wean myself off my quentiapine (I am keen to try for another baby). Reducing my dose steadily was sensible and I have had no 'wobbles' during this time. I agreed that I would of either stayed on the dose or gone back up if I was having any problems. So currently I am medication-free and doing really well. The plan is to recommence my antipsychotic's as soon as my next baby is born (no, not pregnant yet). I am anxious about what lie's ahead in respect of my mental health and am adamant that I do not want to experience anything like that again, so I would definately go back on the medication again if need be!. I am over my hangup about feeling a failure because of the stigma of having a mental health problem.
And for everyone out there you can/do get better!!!!!
Best wishes and thankyou so much to everyone who has written to me - you have really made a difference by keeping me on track and by knowing i'm not on my own has been great.
Ruby xxxx
