Hello, my name is Louise Heard and I know exactly how you feel, I have suffered with PND for 3 years and I am still struggling but each day has its good and bad points, hey I even congratulate myself if I make it through another sleepless night or manage to cook a meal for my two little boys from scratch without feeling the world is falling apart because I cant cope with the mess of cooking feeding and cleaning away.
There is light at the end of the tunnel and that is the slogan on a group I have helped set up in Sheffield called Light (for that reason) we are women who have had pnd working with health professionals to try and raise awareness, my number is available if you want to talk at any time day or night, I was diagnosed borderline psychosis and I understand how desperately lonely and hopeless you can feel.
Be strong